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I'm Jeevan, I'm a student studying English Literature and in desperate need of a creative outlet. Like most people, quarantine has driven me to pursue creativity. Blogging appealed as an easily accessible means of doing so. I’ve not written freely, outside of my degree, so the idea of starting a blog is daunting. But, I’m consumed with this idea that I must start something, and this is that! I want to use this space to share a few notes on some thoughts. Just some stuff from my brain, in some sensical way. :)

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